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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
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I want to blog about something that someone which is very close to me is going through at the moment.
I feel it's best that i blog about it in a form of a story.
Names and some event happenings will be changes to disclose the identity of the mortals involved.

Layla met Afai quite sometime ago.
They met at Starbucks somewhere in town.
They started out as friends.
Layla got to know that Afai was in a relationship.
After getting to know each other on a deeper level,
Layla was aware of the complicity level of Afai's relationship with his current gf.
As time goes,
they grew fondly of each other.
They went out a couple of times,
fought with each other..
They do what couples do.
and in time,
they were together.

Layla knew that Afai was hers.
& that she was his.
But, Layla need reassurance.
Layla wanted Afai to prove that he loved her.
Afai asked her what she wanted him to do.
One of the ways that i want to highlight here is that Layla asked him to upload their pictures that they had took together and put them at his Tagged.
Because she knew Afai had lots of friends there.
It wasn't important but she just wanted to test him.

but to her dissapointment,
Afai couldn't do it and gave her excuses.
Layla became suspicious and dug in deeper as to why he didn't want to do it.
Layla hacked into Afai's account and disguised as him.
A girl instantly gave Afai a message when he was online.
That girl turned out to be Afai's other girlfriend..
Her name was Fifi.
Layla planned a date for 'Afai' and Fifi to meet up.
When Fifi turned up for the date,
Layla was already waiting for her.
Layla introduced herself and they started talking.
Layla had the intention to fuck Fifi upside down, inside out in the first place,
but she later realized that Fifi was exactly played out as she was.
As both Layla and Fifi had bikes and money,
Afai just used them for transportation and money.

Layla wanted revenge,
but she wanted answers even more.
As to why he had to do this to her.
She didn't mind about her money that he had used,
She was crushed that he had played around with her heart.
Because she believes that money can be replaced,
but a broken heart can never be really repaired.
Even when everything looks fine on the outside,
there'll always be this dent that constantly reminds the heart of the pain that it has gone through.

Even though she knew that Afai never really did love her in the first place,
she still gave Afai a second chance when he begged her for it.
Layla somehow believed that he could change.
but,
she was wrong.
Layla got it out directly from Afai that he still loved his ex.
The one that he had the complicated relationship with.
Her name was Eina.

Layla was speechless,
after days of crying..
not even a single tear were in her eyes.
She was tired.
She had done her best of trying to uphold their relationship
yet,
this was what she got in return.
It was as if she was trying to make a wet piece of thread, stand.

After much thinking,
Layla got hold of Eina's number and called her.
Told her everything.
Not exactly everything.
but,
Layla told the most important thing to Eina,
she told Eina that Afai still loved her.
That only she could make Afai happy.

No matter how much Afai had hurt Layla,
she still loved him
&
wanted him to be happy.
She knew that Afai is going to be happy if he had Eina back in his life,
so she did what she felt was right to do.

Layla went to Busselton,Australia soon after.
Her uncle lives there.
She needed time for herself.
She needs to learn to love and take care of herself before even starting to do it to others.
Her heart needs a break.

Well, i hope i get the most of the details of the story about Layla correct.
I dedicate this song,
which is currently playing on my blog to you Layla.

~~~~~~~

Walked all the way from Granny's house which was somewhere near Tampines Mart all the way to Afghan.
Met Bytch there and grabbed something for Jay.
Thought of meeting Aj,
but he was playing takraw with his friends at 400+ area.
He did ask me to come down but
nahhh,
siao or whaatt.
with all his friends around.
NO WAY.
hahs.

Walked again all the way from Afghan to Bytch's house.
she went home,
i walked to 7/11 at Pasar Bulat to grab a drink.
Did my math ten year series book under Bytch's block while waiting for the Phamlay to come pick me up.
They were from SMU.

After 4 days of not working,
tomorrow i'm WORKING!
12-closing.
hehs.
aiyaaa.
Tuesday Blues lah.
LOL.

Pictures will be updated soon okay, Bytch!

ps; GOOD LUCK TO THE NEW BABA COUPLES.
may ur kids be as cute as me.
LOL.
takda maknanyer sak aku.

Phrase of the day; If two people are meant to be together, no matter how far they're separated.. down the road, they'll come as one again.

Klah,till den..
LotSa luRve,
aylana xoxo

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