Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:18 AM

I want to blog about something that someone which is very close to me is going through at the moment.
I feel it's best that i blog about it in a form of a story.
Names and some event happenings will be changes to disclose the identity of the mortals involved.

Layla met Afai quite sometime ago.
They met at Starbucks somewhere in town.
They started out as friends.
Layla got to know that Afai was in a relationship.
After getting to know each other on a deeper level,
Layla was aware of the complicity level of Afai's relationship with his current gf.
As time goes,
they grew fondly of each other.
They went out a couple of times,
fought with each other..
They do what couples do.
and in time,
they were together.

Layla knew that Afai was hers.
& that she was his.
But, Layla need reassurance.
Layla wanted Afai to prove that he loved her.
Afai asked her what she wanted him to do.
One of the ways that i want to highlight here is that Layla asked him to upload their pictures that they had took together and put them at his Tagged.
Because she knew Afai had lots of friends there.
It wasn't important but she just wanted to test him.

but to her dissapointment,
Afai couldn't do it and gave her excuses.
Layla became suspicious and dug in deeper as to why he didn't want to do it.
Layla hacked into Afai's account and disguised as him.
A girl instantly gave Afai a message when he was online.
That girl turned out to be Afai's other girlfriend..
Her name was Fifi.
Layla planned a date for 'Afai' and Fifi to meet up.
When Fifi turned up for the date,
Layla was already waiting for her.
Layla introduced herself and they started talking.
Layla had the intention to fuck Fifi upside down, inside out in the first place,
but she later realized that Fifi was exactly played out as she was.
As both Layla and Fifi had bikes and money,
Afai just used them for transportation and money.

Layla wanted revenge,
but she wanted answers even more.
As to why he had to do this to her.
She didn't mind about her money that he had used,
She was crushed that he had played around with her heart.
Because she believes that money can be replaced,
but a broken heart can never be really repaired.
Even when everything looks fine on the outside,
there'll always be this dent that constantly reminds the heart of the pain that it has gone through.

Even though she knew that Afai never really did love her in the first place,
she still gave Afai a second chance when he begged her for it.
Layla somehow believed that he could change.
but,
she was wrong.
Layla got it out directly from Afai that he still loved his ex.
The one that he had the complicated relationship with.
Her name was Eina.

Layla was speechless,
after days of crying..
not even a single tear were in her eyes.
She was tired.
She had done her best of trying to uphold their relationship
yet,
this was what she got in return.
It was as if she was trying to make a wet piece of thread, stand.

After much thinking,
Layla got hold of Eina's number and called her.
Told her everything.
Not exactly everything.
but,
Layla told the most important thing to Eina,
she told Eina that Afai still loved her.
That only she could make Afai happy.

No matter how much Afai had hurt Layla,
she still loved him
&
wanted him to be happy.
She knew that Afai is going to be happy if he had Eina back in his life,
so she did what she felt was right to do.

Layla went to Busselton,Australia soon after.
Her uncle lives there.
She needed time for herself.
She needs to learn to love and take care of herself before even starting to do it to others.
Her heart needs a break.


Well, i hope i get the most of the details of the story about Layla correct.
I dedicate this song,
which is currently playing on my blog to you Layla.

~~~~~~~


Walked all the way from Granny's house which was somewhere near Tampines Mart all the way to Afghan.
Met Bytch there and grabbed something for Jay.
Thought of meeting Aj,
but he was playing takraw with his friends at 400+ area.
He did ask me to come down but
nahhh,
siao or whaatt.
with all his friends around.
NO WAY.
hahs.

Walked again all the way from Afghan to Bytch's house.
she went home,
i walked to 7/11 at Pasar Bulat to grab a drink.
Did my math ten year series book under Bytch's block while waiting for the Phamlay to come pick me up.
They were from SMU.


After 4 days of not working,
tomorrow i'm WORKING!
12-closing.
hehs.
aiyaaa.
Tuesday Blues lah.
LOL.

Pictures will be updated soon okay, Bytch!

ps; GOOD LUCK TO THE NEW BABA COUPLES.
may ur kids be as cute as me.
LOL.
takda maknanyer sak aku.

Phrase of the day; If two people are meant to be together, no matter how far they're separated.. down the road, they'll come as one again.

Klah,till den..
LotSa luRve,
aylana xoxo

Monday, July 28, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:54 AM

i don't know why people are surprised upon knowing it.

yeah, my parents are strict.
why can't they?

I'm still underaged. it isn't my fault that my parents conceived me late.
I'm Ayah's only daughter.
My parents are good people.

No matter how hard i try to deny it,
but i can't run from the fact that i should be thankful towards them for putting this kind of restrictions on me.
Well,
I know i may not be 'in' as i can't come home in the wee hours of the morning just to club or lepak but
wth.
who cares.
I can still go out.
I can still come back late at times.
They still let me go to stuff like countdowns.
but the important thing is, 'tak boleh selalu'
Don't push it uh.

From the way i dress to the way i talk..
basically on how i present myself to others,
the stereotype people will deifinitely say,
'Minah'.
but fcuk lah.
I don't join the Baju² people i think they still exist uh
I don't drink.
I don't club.
I don't lepak.
I don't stare² at people and pickup fights..
I don't have Sisters or Brothers to picet if i'm in deep shit.

I'm just your typical average normal girl.

Hawtstuff once said,
'Korg nmpk luaran dia gini, but inside..she isn't a wild as she potrays to be'

WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS SEE THAT.

My parents,
they try not to restrict too much on my clothings.
as long as i know my limits.
Especially when going out with them or with the presence of someone like my aunts or grandparents etc.
I respect them.
but apart from that,
they try not to control me too much.
and I thank them for that.
Especially Mama.
I am not ashamed that she is the MOST comfortable person to go shopping with.
She even buy me tubes and stuff.


To hear something coming from someone,
it really damn freaking pissed me off.
knowing her,
she couldn't be talking abt that topic only to you Bytch.
that's why i'm damn pissed right now.
But no worries.
I'll confront her about it.
If she has a prob with my lifestyle,
CKP DEPAN².

ahh.
WTH lah.

Went to Pekan with Bytch ystd.
Bought my bag at Far East.
my mind kinda astrayed abit when i was there,
but quickly shut the thoughtt outta my mind.
It has been awhile since i've been there during a weekend. Fri doesn't count okay!
Lotsa eyecandies!
&
met quite a number of Silat peeps.
Rizal, Syahin, Zubair, Eija, Faizal and Hasyer.
hehs.

Didn't go Simpang with all of em for Supper as i am a really tight budget right now.
Hope you guys understand understood okeh.

Phrase of the day; DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER. seriously.

Klah,till den..
LotSa luRve,
aylana xoxo

Friday, July 25, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:24 AM

tadii kecoh kaperr!~

hehhs.
work was fun just now.
Finally got to meet and work with Big G. the last time i saw him was at his wedding!~
the rest are si Kechique, Kental Jubo, Kak Tua and Kak Kinah and VespaGuy.
eventho manger was Soin, he was in good mood thruout the whole day.
hehehh.

was practically laughing thruout the whole day with em.
with the songs,
the 'bahasa'
the breaks,
the spiking, LOL.
&
banyak lagy lah yang sewaktu dengannyer.

si Kechique prevented me from 'khayal-ing'
as she knows,
everytime when i khayal,
i'd be down as my mind will be thinking abt him.
hahs.
thnk u punat~!

Everyone was caught up with the song,
'Like a star, a star, a star..'
dengan combo ++,
ada joget dia skali!
nie semua gara-gara Kak Tua lah nie.
LOL.

i spiked Kak Tua's drink just now.
Tobasco and Lemon Concentrate.
muakakaka..~
si Kechique took a video of it.
berkekek-kan sak aku everytime i watch it.

&
yeah,
The Brother had recently treated us to a huge dinner at Kampung Chai Chee.
broke my diet for the day. tapi weight still maintain joyy.
the dresscode was White and Black.
i was the Rose among the thorns. lol.
since i was the only one DARING enuff to wear a white top.
the rest were Black tops.
and it was still white with no stains after the dinner okay!~
hehehh.
and had my extensions done after dat.

gonna upload quite a number of pix.
enjoy.

*Dinner~


















Budak-buDak SR. SaLah reKa..wakakaka..


Kak Tua












Phrase of the day; Yang penting,rambut kerinting jangan digunting ehh.~

Klah,till den...
LotSa lurVe,
aylanaBebeh xoxo

Saturday, July 19, 2008
Last blogged @ 3:18 PM

Testimonial, Far East, Peninsula, MSQ, Lepak-ed, home suweet home.


COllected my O level testimonial with Bytch and Kas.
Met si Kechique and Hanah @ Tamp inter.
Waited for Jay.
Hanah went off.
Jay came.
Proceeded to FarEast.

No eye-candies.
Feet were hurting as we walked from basement to the top level
yet bought nothing there.

Waited for Yus.
didn't turn up.
Off to MSQ, 190.
Fucked by Yus on the phn while on the bus.
miscommunication.

Penin.
2 skinny jeans.
Met Yus.
Fucked again.
shut hys mouth up after rox.
lol.
MSQ.
Dinner at LJS.
After-meal; SR cheesecake.
Lepak-ed, devouring of chzcake, camwhored, self-timer cam.

Camwhored again otw back in the train.
Unhappy aunty in the train. becoz of Jay.wakakaka.
Lost my $20 minutes after withdrawing it.
MacD for the family.

and it's home sweet home.


Sepia lau malam lawa; Jay. yelahh tu.


Me; cheh, mcm Mermaid ah Zul.
si Kechique; bukan Mermaid lagi, da mcm Dugong! LOL..









we might behave like couples do.
but,
hmmmmmm...
gue enggak tau deh statusnya apa'an.

gooo wiit e fLowWw...

Phrase of the day; nil.

Klah,till den..
LOtsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

Monday, July 14, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:10 AM

It was quite a day just now.
Big G's big day had finally arrived..
PSK finals was just now too.

earlier on,
was afraid that i had to miss either one of these 2 special events.
but
managed to attend BOTH just now.
hehhs

the only kinda-down-part of just now was that,
i was on HEELS throughout the whole day.
pfft~

Proceeded to Hougang first with si Kechique and Jay.
met up with Hawtstuff at Hougang int.
Hawtstuff had to leave for another wedding so he went off while the rest of us stayed with
Rockstah,Mister Dean and Bytch. they arrived later.

Managed to see Big G when he came bck from the girl's side.
no pixies tho.
Left the place at 2.55pm.
Cab down to Bedok.
Bytch tagged along to see The Brother competing in the finals.


Jay*si Kechique


aylanaBebeh*Hawtstuff


Bytch*MisterDean
OKAY,HE WAS LOOKING AT YOU.
truth hurts.i understaand.


Bytch*aylanaB.


Lepak while waiting for Big G's return from the bride side.


pesilatx from 3 perguruan jek i think. belum campur the rest. closin ceromn~


The Brother*Helang*Wan


Mutton and The Brother in the near future. WAKAKAKA!~


ENd of ClosinG ceremony.

Grasio was the overall champion for PSK.
woohooo!~
AT LASTTTTT.
after like 2-3 years of being second overall champz.
GRASIO TOOK OVER!
=)


it was in the air over and over again.

congratulation guys.
=)


&&&&&&&&

like OMG,

i have a crush on a 15 turning 16 year old guy.
MUAKAKAKAKAKAKKA...

for those who like,
really-maha-know me..
me..
having a crush..

okay.nvm.
lol.

well,
sooooo not looking forward to working tomorrow.
starts at 12.
same with si Kechique.
mao masuk lambattt ahh.
hehh.
prangai siolx.
=)

your Mongolian.
imma Nigga bebehh. tyrabankish.

LOL.

ps; i hate politicsx. ;)

Phrase of the day; Make love in this club couldn't have been much sexier!~

Klah,till den..
LotsA lURve,
aylana xoxo

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:50 AM

ain't working tomorrow.

i rarely do this,
but
i miss Haikel.
fcuk.

whenever i let myself khayal or something,
he will come into my mind.

i really need to occupy myselft.
Remind myself over and over that this is temporary.

i hope your song will come true, Leona.

Phrase of the day; No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you

Klah,till den..
lotSa lURve,
aylana xoxo

Sunday, July 6, 2008
Last blogged @ 11:29 AM

Wanted was AWESOME.
8.5/10

Went with Bytch ystd.
Met up at 2.
Booked the ticket at Cathay by 3+ for the 7pm show.
Had our BRUNCHER at Plaza Sing's SR.
That's the only place where they sell nice Caesar Salad.
hehhs~

headed back to Cathay soon after.
Was caught-in-action by Cheeqa & Ian!!!
but i know my secret is safe with her.
LOL.

Teman-ed them to buy tickets as they were watching Hancock..
Cheeqa told me stuff the happen at the Chalet.
wahlao,
PECAH siol.
tsk tsk~

Meetup with them again after they ate at LJS.
I must say,
Ian has changed since the last time I saw him..
which was about 2 yrs ago.LOL
Dulu,
lao tak kacau aku..
TAK SAH siol.
skrg dah..
laen gituk.
hahs.

WANTED was damn awesome can.
Some of the scenes are like jaw-droppers and it keep you at the edge of your seat.
But,
the almost last part seem
abit
like star wars.
LOL.

Proceeded to T3 as Bytch wanted to meet Mami.
meet Mami kerr nak collect duit balekk..
WAkakakak!~
Naek mendak aku asyik ke sanerr jek.
Da lah weekday aku kat saner.
Nie weekend pun mau jln terus jugak.
hahs~

Bytch went back via bus.
Nana meetup with Cheeqa,Ian and Haikel at Tanah Merah stn.
Jln all the way from Tamp int pergi Afghan.
nk beli rox.









Phrase of the day; there's always a reason why things happen.

Klah,till den..
LotSa lurVe,
aylana xoxo

Saturday, July 5, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:32 AM

i'd better blog now before the feeling evaporates again like yesterday.
heh.

well.
today was unexpectedly stressful..
but at the same time,
happy bangett dehh!!!~

Stressful was because of the crowd.
Dinner crowd which lasted till like 10.30pm.
it's like a weekend gituk.

Happy;
**i get to meet my Botak Brother!!
**i got to meet Mister Dean!!
**i got to meet Rockstah; who already cut his hair.
**Afdal. =)
**Friendship with Ayid, repaired!


Both Rockstah and Markos cheated my feelings just now!~
pfft.
I asked them whether they heard any news of Brother or have they met him and all.
They said, No.
After a few mins of talking to them,

Rockstah; 'Ahh,there's our friend!~'

I thot he was referring to Umar or something..
but i all i saw was,
a quite tanned guy wearing a cap,
smiling.

JOSEPPHH!
i practically just left the outlet and took off his cap.
khekhekeh!~


Botak Brother


them.

Another few minutes after Rockstah, Brother and Markos left..
Mister Dean came!!
I was standing near the bar counter when i heard the familiar voice..

Mister Dean: Nanaa.. lama seh tak nmpk kau..
aylanaB: OMG! Dean! tu ahh.. lama seh tak nmpk kau jgkk..
Mister Dean: Tulah, da tk kerje weekend kan.. camaner kite nk jumpe..
aylanaB: weekday kerje, takkan weekend pun nk jln terus kn..btw, cheh..makin berg jugak eh kau.. *touching his biceps.
Mister Dean: Iyeke..heh..thnks..
aylanaB: yelahh..tkmo kembanng..


Rockstah, you look more..
ermm
decent now.
LOL..
can't find any other words!!
hahas.

Afdal.
tak pernah² kita salam,
tetiba tadi..
salam ehh..
hehehh.
and puhlease.
sejak bila nana action ngn kau?
Kau tak tau seh,
tiap kali nmpk kau jek,
senyuman aku peh lebar.
LOL!

andd..
told driver to turunkan nana somewhere near the Poh Ching Pri Sch so that i have to walk further in to sampai my rumah.
why?
because i wanted to see the Grand Pelamin that Mama and si Kechique was talking about.
It was right behind my block.

IT WAS LIKE MAHA GRAND OKAY!
White and Gold theme.
Tmpt duduk pengantin is like atas platform which is high and the kerusi is like,
GOLD
and
BIG!
i think they have a Royalty theme going on.
i'm like soo loving it!

it must have cost them a fortune seh.
but seriously,
best i've ever seen being held in Singapore so far.
mcm nk amek gambar jek tadi..
tapi paiseh uh.
hahas.

Mama said that if i get married serentak with Abang,
then she will do exactly the same thing or better at our wedding.
i was like,
NOO.
i don't want to share the attention.
ALL EYES MUST BE ON ME.
nyahaha.


ONLY ME!!`
and abit for my future husband too of course.
hehh.

Phrase of the day; u may probably regret the things that you say when you were angry.

Klah,till den..
lotSa luRve,
aylana xoxo

Thursday, July 3, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:57 AM

sOoOo much for OCH.
heh.

well,
met up wit Cheeqa ferst at 5.
proceeded to Afghan to find rox.
Menthol dah habis,
the pakcik says.
Member pey sort.
LOL..
den
she was hungry.
Accompanied her while she ate.
bought Spore rox in the end.

Waited for lyk half an hour under the block for Aj to turun.
Dapat tau, Aj peh member ada jual Menthol.
wakakaka..
pecah beb.
member soorrtt giler sak dgr..
wasted her money jek beli Spore..
lol..
I gotta say,
among all the Cousin Lurps,
the ones that i'm damn confortable with is Cheeqa & Aj.
hehs.
ain't gotta clue why.

Proceed to the Chalet which was @ Changi soon after.
it was located like,
right beside OCH sia..
hahas.
gerek or whhaatt.

Ajib and Dyla turun like an hour after we reached the place..
Loud music,
pakau,
laughters..
we soooooooo need another gathering soon.

well,
gonna talk to Soin about my schedule.
gonna work for like only twice or thrice per week.
i fcuking seriously need to study.
SERIOUSLY.


Cheeqa & aylanaB


our tak perlu faces.


them pakauing


mind hys face..lol, Adeq & Cheeqa


Aj & aylanaB


walaupun dua² tgh tak hensem, gambar ttp jalan terus beb!
Dyla & aylanaB

Phrase of the day; Eh,tu ATM kan?.. Bukan lah,tu kan POSB. lol..

Klah,till den..
LotSa luRve,
aylana xoxo

Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:46 AM

BABY is sooo much cuter in real life.
nyahahahah~

well,
work was..
Lepak.
i think i'll stick to 'service' for this week.
Mcm da malas ah nak buat bar.
da ilek uh.
hehehhh~

Couldn't change shift with the morning people this Wednesday.
so only solution is to,
CABUT.
hehehh.
need to collect testi at skool.
den off to Chalett!!~
weee.
will definitely call the outlet to inform them that i'm not coming as,
i'm on MC.
LOL.


without si Kechique


with her.

Phrase of the day; boleh kita dok² sembang²

Klah,till den..
Lotsa lurve,
aylana xoxo