as part of my Distraction,
i'm oggling my eyes over these item.
I SOO SOOOO SOOOOOO WANT THEM PUHLEASE!!!!!!!


okayy. i've already got my hands on this one.
yang items kat bawah nieeee!!


BEDSHEETS <33333


SHADES <3333


HOODAYE <33


HANDBAG <333


HANDBAG <333


HANDBAG <33


SHIRTS N HALTERS <333



Phrase of the day; at least now, there's no regrets of never tryin..

Klah,till deN..
loTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

hey..

i think the time of the month is cumin..
why?
i've been sOoOOo fcukin emotional lately.
it came to a point when,
just now, Lil Bro said smth nasty to me and i actually teared up!
yes. i cried.
bukan melalak lah..but y'knw..
few teardrops gituk.

pecah whye.

i dun feel like guing out..
Everything i do mcm tk kene..
even the way i look, which im usually fine with,
TAK KENE!

to make things worst,
i think Wonderboy thinks imma freak or smth.
:'(
rmbr the chocs i Anonymously gave him the other day?
thru my SVE project tuuh.
well yesterday,
i logged in Facebook and randomly went to hys profile..
i was fcukin happy when i saw his shoutout.
'Thanks to whoever that gave me the chocolate. It was a nice gesture..'

i immedietely PM-ed my gf, Faizlin.
told her abt it and she suggested that i shud give hym a message.
telling him it was me etc..
after much thought,
i sent him a msg on facebook.
'hey, it was me whom sent you the chocs. hope ya enjoyed em. & your welcome, friend!'
Faizlin said the message was okay.
so yeah.

Little did i expect,
he ONLINE-ed just minutes after i sent him the message.
i was fcukin nervous waiting for his reaction, reply or smth lah..
den he replied.


'oh it was you. thank you.'


thats all.
and he went offline after dat.

im fcuking confused.
i don't know whuts hys reaction ..
is he sincere when he said thnks right after knowing it was me?
or..
he's prolly thinking, wtf. why must it be me tt sent the chocs.

fcukk.
i dunnoe whuts gotten into me.
i've never been this risk taker before.
i've never 'acted' on a crush.
i mean,
so far lau i have a crush on someone,
that'll be it.
just a passing eyecandy.
He's different.
I add him up at FB,
poke-ed him,
even STARTED A CONVO with him.

now i know how Amathani feels.
why she feels like running away everytime Myn is near.
I don't wanna go school on Monday.

for once,
im glad he's graduating is a few months time.


ahhhh fuck!

I HOPE this is just some overreaction im having due to the weird moodswings im having now.
please pass soon =(
i hate this feeling.
I need Simpang where i can pour everything out.
I need my Good Girls coz even when im down, they never fail to make me laugh.

Phrase of the day; loyalty in question. moving on soon?

Klah,till den..
lOTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

heyYyYy!~

since i've had Twitter,
mcm da malas gituk nk update sini..
khekehekhekee..

alright.
woke up in the morning feeling like P.diddy.

lol.
itu lagu lahh.

kk.
woke up @ 6am this morning.
eventho no sch -_-'
why?
Send The Brother off to Home Team Academy for his NS.
he siang2 da botak kan diri dulu.
haha..


NS BOYYY

took e car there.
Ayah didn't go coz it'd be uncomfortable fer hym
with his pain and all.
so only me & Mama sent him off just now.
Reached HTA by 7.45am
greeted by a WONDERFUL sight.! heeheeee

We had a tour around the bunks and facilities,
this part i really loike. khekhekehke..
many giler sehh youuu.
all over the place.
guys..guyss..guyyss..IN UNIFORM! hawtness sungguh.
HAHAHA.

after tour,
had briefing, performance, alliegance affirmation thingy then Lunch.
Lunch is the 2nd part of it all the i loike.
had it e Mess Hall.
everyone gathered there for lunch/parting embrace.
why i loike?
Coz i get to meet The Brother's friend who reminds me of an ex, BUT 10x hotter.
wayy hotter.
body builder uu..
lagy2 bila dier senyum..
aaahhhhh..
LOL.

while our on our way out of HTA,
some of the guys are real friendly
i mean, REAL FRIENDLY.
hahhs.

whut a good way to start of the day kan kan kann.=D

Mama sent me to sch @ 2pm.
eventho no sch,
came down to Support Sunshine & Aput SatSat Sachok siao star,lol, 's booth.
and also to do my prject.
reached sch,
booth @ foyer,
proceeded to canteen jap,
saw Do Re Mi Fa..
den when i came back to e foyer,
hate ya Nequisya for that comment btw,
GUESS WHO I SAW?!?!?!!!
heheeheeheee

i couldnt help but to smile frm one ear to another siaa.
WONDERBOYY! =D
Sunshine and Moonface gave me a very cheeky smile.
pape k korg! hahahaa..
and SISQA! sungguh tk perlu sehh kau!
gerammm mak.
she sengaja ckp kuat2,
'ouhh..Na! kau suker yang tuu ehhh..yang bawak shoe bag tuuuh..'
kurang ajar kauuuu.
lol.

Headed for Revision after that.
was, first time!, late for it.
haha.
everyone @ the exercise area oready..
was fcuking hawt just now mann.

okay.
i think tts bout it lah kn.
pape ku updates lagy kay.

Sayonaraaaa..

Phrase of the day; for a second or so, u sounded sincere.. LOL.fcuk uu Jx! i was!

Klah,till den.
loTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

heyYyy

the left foot hurts so aku kene jalan tempang all the way tadi.
gerek or whutt!~
-_-'

thnks Faizlin for accompanying me the whole day td despite me being fcukin slow.
hehhs.

Reached sch @ 1pm,
an hour earlier to last minute stuffs for the TPS project.
by right kene hand in tadi,
but my group lum habis report n brochure..
HAVE to hand-in by Monday
-_-'

Wonderboy !~ <3
=D

sorreh ya had to c me in that kind of cacat state
lol.

Cabut quite a no. of tyme during WFB due to it being like the most BORINGest subj so far.
Gy canteen, toilet, ddk luar class etc.
=D

Finished @ 5pm.
proceeded to SGH.
Ayah is down with Pneumonia.
they've started giving him antibiotic.
he's in a better condition coz the sharp pain occurs like 40% lesser den it used to.
recover soon ayah =(

Ranger picked me up @ abt 9.30pm.
Grabbed dinner @ Mac's drivethru.
ate and chilled @ ECP
was home by 11pm td.

eyes getting heavy due to the painkiller tt i took just now.
hopefully by tmrw da ok.
ada revision uhh bsk.
just ok enuff for me to change the gears da alhamdullillah~
heh.

Sayonaraaa~

Phrase of the day; biar TEMPANG, janji jgn MAGGOT. > aput sat sat sachok siao star. LOL

klaH,tiLL Den..
loTsa luRVE,
aylana xoxo

heYyYy

Ayah was admitted to SGH ystd.
he's in tremendous pain.
it hurts me to see him in tt kinda condition..
pray that he'll get well soon please...

not really in e mood to blog,
but
just gonna update abt a few things.

1.
Finally,
the booth is done and over with.
we served and got graded.
the response was quite good.
sending Wonderboy smth =)
just hopes he wont know it me.!
total of $132.50 collected.
kudos guys.

2.
bookworm is sooo KEREK.

3.
tuesday is a good day.

4.
i want my ayah to recover asap
=(

5.
i think i shud get an acct with Twitter.

Phrase of the day; pendek adalah lagu, dalam kepala..nananaaa..

Klah,tiLl den..
loTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

heyYyY..

mcm da lamerr gituk tak blog kan.
hehhs.

alryte.

Met Kaisyah & Faizlin @ CT HALL just now.
about 2pm.
to finish up on our projects.
TPS, LPD andd abit of SVE project.
for both TPS and LPD, all that's left is reports.
fcuk em reports mannnn!~
as for SVE...
the actual project is this tuesday.

About the project;
@ my earlier post,
i pointed out tt i was appointed to become Leader, -_-', in one of our upcomin projects.
SVE module.service excellence module.
we have to set up a booth that sells products/services.
so, i had this ingenious plan of selling a service.
whut service you may ask?
hehh =D
Since V'day is cumin up soon,
this project, i like, in conjunction with V'day lah kann.

The service is,
our booth provide like a Concierge service.
people can come to our booth,
which offers flowers/chocs.
you can purchase em and we'll help send those item to the people whome you want us to.
anonymously also can.
so mcm, you can also send to your eyecandies lahh etc.

Since we're in school and we cant really promote love,
we angle it mcm frenship kinda way ahh
can also send to teachers semer.
=)

quite excited of how the response would be like.
'lau org tk datang, tak pasal..aku sendiri beli service tuu! personal benefit whye!'
hahahahahaa~

that's basically the project lh.
hopefully it'll turn out well.
gosh, playing cupids.
hah!~


and so,
Proceeded to Marina Sq's Starbucks for our project.
managed to finish things tt needed to be done.
have our hearts crushed over and over again looking @ 'people'
FML; FOL;..

after that,
lepak-ed @ river.
left the place about 6.30pm

met Bytch @ Tanah Merah stn.
SHE WAS HALF AND HOUR LATE.
thnks ehh.
dinner @ Simpang Bedok.

can't really see 'potential prospects'
as i didn't wear my contacts.
have to take em off half way thru e day.
they're expired or smth.
FML.

while eating,
there's this couple,
the guys frigging hot.
then the girl ok2 lahh.
FTL.!.

LOL.

anddd.
omg.
i pulled a hillarious stunt.
well, to me tt is.
hahh!

Naughty G was taking food order at the table beside us.
his back was facing us.
i remembered Ezra pulling the 'omg, he just broke up with me...' stunt.
anddd
i did it.
HAHA.
i was like, ' omgg.! i cant believe they think i'm attached when i'm actually SINGLE!'
I said that ALOUD.
loud enuff that Naughty G turn around to look @ me and Bytch.
just the moment after i said tt sentence.
HAHAHAHA.
his expression was PRICELESS.
BUT
yang lebih gerek was BYTCH'S EXPRESSION
she didnt see it coming and was like , WHADDA FUCK?!
she TRIED TO PLAY ALONG though.
but failed.
HAHAHAH.
she kept on cursing me after that.
=D
FHL.

she sooo smittenn ehh tadi.(skyny arse dude)
FY!.
=)

left the place about 9.30pm.
proceeded my house to lepak.
she left @ around half an hour afta midnyte.

sadly, no pictures to post this tyme ard.
baru realise mcm panjang gituuk ehh post aku.
hahh!

Sayonaraa!~

Phrase of the day; go figure. the acronyms dimwit!

klAh,tiLL Den..
loTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

menutupi aurat~ LOL


anyone know whuts the name of this food?!


Faizlin


heyYyY..

the ex almost ruined my day.
BUT
thnks to my bike pract and Faizlin,
they made my day.
=)

had my bike pract.
ended @ 2.30pm.
proceeded strait home.

met Faizlin at Bugis.
proceeded to Haji Lane for my TPS project.
photo-taking etc.
had sheesha and a middle-eastern dessert; which we forgot whut the name is.
baekk kann.
tau makannn jek. namer dier luper. haha!
chill-ed, talk about how unlucky we are at tymes in love.haha! and many2 things lah kan.
'haiz. klahh.aku amek Wonderboy je lahh.susah nahh..'
lol

after tt proceed to MacD to have our REAL dinner.
hehh.
onDED my lappy and browse thru pics.
pictures were hillarious.
cheng an levitating and all~
rofl.

boarded the train home @ about 10.30pm.

having pract tmrw morning.
den have to rush strait to skool after that.
Ms Osbourne wanna discuss about the project thingy
since i leader, baruu ingat nk cabut.
aiyoh -_-'

Phrase of the day; i can't believe he's the youngest dude.

kLaht,tiLl den.
loTsa lurVe,
aylana xoxo

heyYy!!

didn't turn up fer sch today.
was uber-sleepy. hehhs.
prangaii sak.
2nd week da cabz.
lol.


kinda regretted not going tho.
i didn't mind Nequisya's call.
but
Faizlin's call sungguh menyakitkan batinkuuuu!!!!~
gerammm jek mak.
-_-'


i want to blog about something
but
i'm afraid it abit of a too sensitive subject to be posted ere.
aku tknk menyakitkan hati atau hurt orang berkenaan.

but.
i just have to say this.

I know, it's ur life. and it's ur choice.
you ought to know by now that aku tak favourite whutever it is tt ur duing.
the only reason why i hate you doing it is because i love you.
and kau sendiri tau many things can happen biler kau tk sedarkan diri nanti.
aku tknk aper2 berlaku kat kau.
tapi lau kau having fun, aku tkleh kater aper2.
just take care of urself.
gonna end here.

aylana xoxo.

heyYyY!!~

FINALLY.!
something to blog about
=)

okay.
Went to Sentosa, Underwater World just now with e class.
F.O.C =D
the bus leaves school @ 8.30am.
i was late, so i took e friggin cab to school.
but some ppl are just nutheads!
taking their own suweet tyme cuming that the bus only leaves about half an hour later!
the person still got the cheeks to say, 'one day only mahh i late'
wahh piangg.
make everyone wait for u.
last bus to leave school.
that's all u have to say to us.
go kill urself dude. quoted from Kay.

Underwater World was quite boring.
except fer the fact that i touched STINGRAYS.
yeah, live ones kayy.
very slimey-ish lyke.

proceeded to Siloso beach with e Enam Jahanam, 92' Comrades, Cleopatra, Ms Osbourne and the usual trio; us.
as i was the only one with a GOOD camera =D
i had to become part tyme camerawomen.
the other part tym cameraman goes to Prince.
camwhored, bertarung nyawa dibawah mentari sambil berjalan di pasir Siloso =D

Vivo for lunch afterwards.
Banquet.
had Fried Fish Soup Noodle with milk.
damn nice. i loikee.
lepak and camwhored;again like crazy after that.
'DISCUSSED' about certain people..

gedebak gedebuk.
gitulah kann.

For the 1st time..when about to go off Vivo, i saw Sunshine ran low on her energy level.
mcm, WOW gituk.
nampak dier shagged.
susah gylerr pey nk see her in tt condition.
haha!

as everyone proceed home,
I WENT TO WORK! -_-'
but it was alryte.
not that busy.
manage to get thru the nyte.

here are only SOME of the pics.
the rest @ FB kay.




shades ~


US~


Phrase of the day; her confidence level, SHOOTING OFF THE ROOF DOK.

Klah,tiLl den..
lOTsa luRve,
aylana xoxo

heYyYY..

how's y'all ferst day of school?
good?
MINE WAS GREAT
=D
**dah lama tak berjumpa, rindu rasa hati~
khekhekhee..

saw the January intakes.
wahlao.
kehnot make it liao.
laughed my ass off looking @ 'Bhai', 'JK' and Coconut tree.
=P

today was unexpectedly a good day.
for me tt is.
not much studying and all.
oh yeah,
i 'VOLUNTEERED' to become the leader for an upcoming project.
it's our CA.
we have to set up a booth.
either sell products or services.
!!!THNKS EHH NEQUISYA!!!!~
is this payback for making you class monitress??!
lol
was with the 92' Comrades most of the tyme just now.
something i thot was like almost impossible back then
but
i'm glad it did =)
takkan kering gusi nyer esp with Sunshine around. hahhs.

proceeded to Tamp after school to meet Mama.
headed to Nenek's house after Macs.
lepak awhile,
den balek.
oh ya.
there's this cute girl,
Pri 3 or 4 i think
not sure uh.
she was playing with my adek sdare outside nenek house.
upon seeing me,
she said something to us that i TOTALLY agree.
lol
i'll tell ya guys whut it is @ my 'Phrase of the day' ..

okayy.
will update again soon aites.
sayonaraaa~

Phrase of the day; 'Cik, muka dia lawa kan'.. *point @ me. LOL. kids don't lie babies! =D

klAH,TILl den..
lotsA Lurve,
aylana xoxo